The website
Whoops, it’s been like 5 months I should probably update this bad boy again, hey? I added a couple of things in my Projects Section, and am gonna add in a new section as well. I think I have OCs, but not in, like the usual way, where they have solid appearances and writing traits.
Hobbies
As mentioned, I’ve actullay added things into my Projects page now!. In particular the latest one, my entry into a recent game jam! I’m actually really happy I got something in and am, mostly, really happy with it. People have played it and liked parts of it too! I usually really struggle to get stuff finished so getting something like that done, especially between shifts at work, was a real confidence booster. So much so that I’ve decided to pick back up and expand that Ex-boss game I mentioned in my previous post. I did have a brief stab at another game jam as well, but I couldn’t really get the ball rolling in the time I got gived so I switched tracks a bit.
Mental Health
If there’s anything I’m learning here it’s this: I think I have ADHD. That’s a bit of a scary sentence to say, especially without a doctor backing me up yet, but the amount of progress I’m just not getting done on stuff is getting to the point where something must be wrong. I was actually half way through getting a diagnosis some time last year but then I kind of… forgot? got swamped in work? Either way there’s a part of me saying “well maybe it’s not that bad if I just forgot to keep going with it.”, and another, larger part of me that’s like “Hey, forgetting appointments is literally a hallmark of ADHD”. It’s the executive dysfunction that’s really getting to me. It could be ADHD, it could be spawned as part of all sorts of other things, either way I want to addresss it. When I have like a week off work, and I say beforehand “Man I’d like to work on a new script or my website”, I’d really like to actually do that before the weekend after all the days off. Either way it’s a renewed focus for me, I’m going to try and crack back on with it ASAP.
All in all, not too bad at the moment despite the little rant there. I’ve got a finished project I can stick in my cap, I’ve got a priority for the next couple of months or so, I’ve got more Ideas for the site, who knows, you might hear from me again this year!
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